about me and us

i am a wife to a drug addict. 
we have been married for 7 1/2 years, and have known each other for 9.  together we have made 4 children, and i was blessed with 1 that he gave me from a prior relationship.  we love all 5 kids equally.  they are all "ours".  i can't imagine life without any of them, nor can i imagine it without him.  we all love him immensely!
my husband has always been a great father and a sufficient husband.  he is the sole provider to our family.  i am a stay-at-home mom for our younguns. 
i found out in july of '10 that he was using drugs (methamphetamines and marijuana).  before that i knew he struggled with pot, but had NO IDEA of his history and usage of meth!
recovery started immediately after admitting to his loved ones that he indeed had a problem...

i am refraining from using any names in this blog to protect the innocent (and the not-so-innocent too).  please respect our privacy.