Wednesday, January 25, 2012

concern

my husband is gone this week.  he's not just out of town, or even in a nearby state...  he's clear across the country.  for six long days.  away from us.  i. am. so. lonely!  well, i'm not really lonely i guess.  i have five fabulous kids keeping me company.  i am missing him!  i am crazy missing him!
i'm a little paranoid too.  i'm worried.  i'll just admit it.  he celebrated his 1 year anniversary the day he flew out.  he had a horrible experience that ended well.  in that ending, he made it to his destination on the day he was supposed to.  praise the lord!
i haven't heard from him NEARLY as much as i have in the past when he's traveled.  in fact, i haven't heard from him as much as i do when he's home.  that concerns me. 
i don't think he anticipated a drug test while he was gone.  well, he got called in for one this morning.  and then he called at about 3 this afternoon on his way to go get it.  he was stressed because he didn't have enough cash and apparently they didn't take the brand of credit cart card we hold.  weird because i was the one who set up the testing center and i asked her what methods of payment she accepted...  i wasn't skeptical though until i tried to call him later this evening and he's not answering his phone.  or the hotel phone. 
i'm freaking out.  i'm honestly freaking out.
pray for me.  pray for him.  please let this be a paranoid pregnant woman's obsessive worry and nothing else.  please let him call me soon. 
he still has two more days 'till i see him.  i don't know if i can wait that long!
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